Hey guys, gonna do my outmost best to keep this PG.
First of all, this is the most wonderful place on the internet I've ever come across and has given me much joy over the last few months.
Soooo, to the tricky question; I'm a 25M in a cis relationship with a woman I absolutely love and going to marry hopefully next autumn. We've been through some really tough times with depression, unstable housing situations and so on.
But now to the tricky part, I'm having a hard time dealing with certain urges if you know what I mean? Like I would never cheat on my partner so I just repress all these emotions because I'm afraid that I will hurt her. We have talked a lot about my sexuality and how it "works" and so on bu she's really insecure about herself and kind of feels threatened when I talk about different partners I've had during the years.
I just don't know how to talk about these feelings I have, like I said before; cheating and similar stuff is waaaay out of bounds but I kind of feel like I'm going a bit insane here. It would probably just be nice to talk about it, but I can't help to feel a bit ashamed that this is happening as she is everything I could ever dream of.
And she kind of knows how I feel, she bought a special gift as a token of appreciation towards me which I thought was really cool.
Sooooo, are there anymore confused pans out there who have some insight on this or similar experiences with partners?
Note: I am a little drunk and it's 5AM here in Sweden so I apologise for incoherence.
Love freely under consent <3
Submitted October 10, 2020 at 08:07PM by dirtRoadVagab0nd https://ift.tt/3de38ne
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