I should start by saying I’m female, and use she/her. I’ve considered myself straight my entire life. Grew up religious. Suppressed ALL sexual or romantic attraction. I never had crushes as a kid. I’m days away from turning 18, and am not a practicing Christian anymore. It’s been really hard embracing my sexuality as a human being. I’ve had crushes on boys in the past couple of years but it was only ever after I found out that they liked me first. I’ve found women hot in the past, but I assumed every straight person thought some women were hot, but just wouldn’t “do” them.
Until VERY recently, I’ve come to the terms that honestly, I’m attracted to anyone I find hot, and that’s all genders. It doesn’t matter to me what you identify as, if I find you hot, I find you hot. I’d go down on anyone or let anyone go down on me if I was attracted to them.
It dawned on me that I might be pansexual.
It’s not a huge deal. My sexuality isn’t the biggest part of my life. I’m not in a place where I could safely come out, and it’s not like it matters if the whole world knows I’m pan. I just wanted to yell into the void. I’m pansexual!
Submitted May 13, 2020 at 10:49PM by sweirdoway https://ift.tt/2Z11ccB
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