Hi!!
So I guess this is me kind of coming out, I’ve posted on another subreddit before about being confused but in all honesty I haven’t talked to anyone about this! Long story short I feel like I’ve always been attracted to both boys and girls ever since I was younger?? I never acted on it or told anyone, when I was in middle school I thought it was wrong or whatever and just kept it in. I didn’t date at all until I met my now husband during our first year of college! I’ve been with him for 12 years now lol. I’ve never dated anyone else and only ever kissed one other dude before meeting my husband.
I thought I was bi but then I looked up pansexuality and I feel like that fits me more but somedays I’m like maybe I’m not that??? am I faking it??? Who knows!!!!
I also feel like coming out at all would be pointless? I’m already married and he’s my soulmate and all that gross shit lol. Idk I’ve only ever been w my husband but I’m deeeeefinitely attracted to multiple genders. Also I’m afraid ppl will say or think I’m doing it for attention. But I also have been saying for years I find girls hot so idk. Also idk where to even start I haven’t even told my husband but he knows Im attracted to girls hell we both might be bi/pan lmaooooo.
Anyway since it’s pride month I put the pan flag border on all my social media profile pics to be subtle and no ones said anything 🤷🏻♀️
Idk I’m just a confused mess lmaooo I just wish there was a quiz I could take that would just tell me what I am. Sorry this is just me rambling I just wanted to tell someone 😂😂
Submitted June 06, 2020 at 07:22PM by butterthanu69 https://ift.tt/3eYD3YZ
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