28M I’m in a straight relationship and we’ve been together for a year. I love my gf but things are getting rocky. Trust is being questioned and it seems like every day we have another problem to talk about. Naturally I’m very patient and this wouldn’t scare me off. I’m the type to try to work through issues but now I’m having a very big problem. At least it feels like it. I’ve embraced me being i guess Bi/Pan a year ago and ever since, these urges to explore my sexuality keep getting more intense. The next issue I’m having is, if I’m not thinking about exploring sex, I’m thinking about if anyone can make me happy. I wonder if there’s a boy or girl that could help me become the best me possible. I think I’m in need of new companionship but not to say my girl lacks in this department. She’s great and does her best and that’s what makes this all so hard and confusing. I’d bring this problem to her but she’s the type to just act like I’m gay and she means nothing. Or she’d hate herself for some reason. Am i being selfish or something by wanting to explore these options? I’m not sure if I’m unhappy with myself or relationship. I’ve posted something similar before and the responses were pretty helpful. I just still feel lost.
Tl;dr: I’m confused on how to handle my current relationship while feeling like there may be something greater for myself. Just having troubling identifying if it’s a want or need. So curious.
Submitted June 05, 2020 at 01:10AM by MyUneventfulWeebLife https://ift.tt/2Y5yOUy
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