I’ve always ๐ been very close with my mom ๐ช๐ช. I guess it’s because my dad ๐จ๐จ๐จ left ๐ us when ⏰ I was a baby ๐ถ. Ever since, our favorite activity was her breastfeeding ๐คฑ๐คฑ๐คฑ me. But on ๐๐๐ my 10th birthday ๐๐, she asked me if I wanted ⚠ to stop ✋✋✋ doing it. I was shocked ๐คฏ๐คฏ and started crying ๐. Because I loved drinking my mom’s milk ๐ฎ. It tastes much better than cow ๐ฎ๐ฎ milk ๐ฎ. Because even though it starts off a bit watery, after a few seconds it gets really creamy. Yum ๐๐! That’s why ๐ค I told her I would never ❌ stop ✋✋✋ drinking her milk ๐ฎ๐ฎ and to this ⬆ day, every morning ๐๐ and every evening ๐๐๐, my mom ๐ช comes into my room to breastfeed me. I guess, the only weird ๐๐ thing is ๐ถ that I’m 16. I actually didn’t know ๐ค it was strange to be breastfed as a teenager ๐ฆ๐ฆ because my mom ๐ช๐ช home ๐ช schooled me until 8th grade. After that, I went to a public ๐ school ๐๐ and when ⏰ I asked one 1️⃣ of my classmates if he rather drank milk ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ from a cow ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ or from his mom ๐ช๐ช, he started laughing ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ because he thought I was making a joke. But I don’t think ๐ค it’s something to laugh ๐๐๐ about. I mean ๐, what’s wrong about being breastfed as a teenager ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ? It tastes amazing, there are lots of health ๐ benefits and I have ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ a really close relationship with my mom ๐ช๐ช because of it. The only thing I wish ๐๐ is ๐ถ that my mom ๐ช๐ช๐ช was less ➖ overprotective and less ➖ involved in my life ๐. I often feel like ๐๐๐ I’m living in a bubble ๐ญ. Like ๐๐๐, she won’t let me play ๐ฝ๐ฝ soccer ⚽ with my classmates because she is ๐ถ worried ๐๐๐ about me being injured ๐ค๐ค. And when ⏰ I meet up ☝ with friends at a mall ๐ฌ๐ฌ, she wears a wig and follows us wherever we go, to make sure I’m safe.It’s super annoying but most of the time ⌚, she doesn’t allow me to go outside at all. She says, it’s for my own safety, but I think ๐ค she’s just jealous when ⏰ I’m hanging out ๐๐ with my friends because she doesn’t have ๐ถ any friends herself. And if I should ever get ๐๐ a girlfriend, my mom ๐ช๐ช would probably go crazy ๐คช๐คช๐คช and try to destroy our relationship. Because I don’t think ๐ค๐ค she could handle sharing her son with another woman ๐ง. But isn’t it a normal part of life ๐ to become independent of your ๐ parents ๐ช, to move out ๐๐ and start ๐ your ๐ own life ๐ and your ๐ own family ๐ช? Well, I know ๐ค it will break ๐๐๐ my mom’s heart ๐๐๐, but as soon ๐๐๐ as I go to college ๐๐ I will move out ๐๐ of her place ๐. I haven’t told her yet, but I already made the decision. Her style ๐ of parenting already made me become the “weird kid ๐ฆ in school”. Because whenever something happens that I don’t like ๐, I just start ๐๐๐ crying ๐ or screaming. I know ๐ค it’s immature, but I can’t help ๐ it. My emotions just take over. Like ๐๐, one 1️⃣ time ⌚ a classmate of mine took a potato ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ from my plate and ate it. He knew ๐ค I would get ๐๐ upset ๐ about it. But he probably didn’t expect what ๐ I did next ⏭⏭. I got so mad ๐ ๐ ๐ , that I threw the rest ๐ช๐ช of my plate into his face ๐๐ and then I started screaming as loud ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ as I could in the middle ๐ of our cafeteria. It took me a few seconds to realized that I had embarrassed ๐๐ myself in front of my whole school ๐. It was the most pathetic moment in my life ๐ and now everybody thinks that I’m a complete weirdo. I actually blame my mom ๐ช๐ช๐ช for me being so immature. She home ๐ช๐ช schooled me until I was 14 and I never ❌ had any other kids ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ to play ๐ฝ๐ฝ with. So I never ❌ learned the rules ๐ท of how ๐ค to interact with other people ๐ซ๐ซ. I guess, she is ๐ถ scared ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฑ of losing ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ me and wants me to stay immature, so that I’ll never ❌ move out ๐๐ of her home ๐ช๐ช๐ช. That’s why ๐ค I recently told her I wanted ⚠ to join ๐ด๐ด the military ๐ต๐ต once I turn 18 ๐๐. I was just joking, but she almost had a heart ๐ attack ๐๐๐ and started begging me not to do it. She said it’s too dangerous for a little boy ๐ถ๐ถ like ๐ me. I got angry ๐ and wanted ⚠ to tell ๐ฃ her I’m not a little boy ๐ถ anymore but then she offered me to play ๐ฝ hide and seek again. Just like ๐๐๐ in the old ๐ด๐ด times. It’s a game ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฑ where ๐คท my mom ๐ช hides somewhere inside our house ๐ ๐ and once I find ๐ her I can drink ๐น her milk ๐ฎ as a reward. We hadn’t played this ⬆ game ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฑ in years. So I got really excited and we ended up ☝ playing for hours. It felt so good ๐๐๐พ and comforting, because it was just like ๐ in the old ๐ด times. But afterward, I realized my mom ๐ช๐ช had tricked me into being a little boy ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ again. It’s all part of her selfish plan to keep me immature. Anyways, for the next ⏭⏭ 2 years I will continue ⏩⏩ to live with my mom ๐ช๐ช and I’m not planning ๐๐๐ to stop ✋✋✋ breastfeeding ๐คฑ๐คฑ any time ⌚ soon ๐. I simply enjoy it too much. But I do know ๐ค that at some point ๐ฏ๐ฏ, I need to grow up ☝☝☝ and become independent of my mom ๐ช. Because right ๐ now I’m a pathetic weasel that can’t even take care of himself. So if I ever wanna have ๐ถ๐ถ a wife and kids ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ, I first ๐ฅ need to become a mature and reliable man ๐ฆ.
Submitted November 16, 2019 at 09:43PM by fluffPCgamer https://ift.tt/2NV9KvE
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